there’s always that one ship you cannot believe wasn’t canon by the end of your favorite series
we all remember the first time we came across a smut fic
does anybody ever stop and think about how many people have probably talked shit about you unknowingly like when you consider how much you talk about other people with your friends do you just ever think about how many bad things other people have definitely said about you
A while ago I got a some suggestions about fics I should add to my rec list, but I’ve been really busy lately and am just now getting around to checking them out. (BTW, thanks for sending them in guys!) Anyways, one of the fics suggested was Vanilla Twilight, which is from a few years ago. It’s older, but the ending of the story fits scarily well with iGoodbye and the whole Carly/Freddie kiss thing, so I felt the need to bring it up again.
Besides, it’s giving me all sorts of feels (that I haven’t had since Dan ran over seddie with a pick-up truck and completely destroyed it) because it’s so relevant and adksadldj. Like:
“You…You kissed Carly.”
Silence engulfed the small two bedroom apartment, Freddie staring at her waiting for something, anything, to happen. But it didn’t. She didn’t scream, she didn’t cry, she didn’t hit him. She stood there for what seemed like the longest time deathly silent, staring at the floor, her hands clenching and unclenching. It was a repetitive motion and the only sound that could be heard. He was desperate for her to react; he needed her to react so he could. His head debated between defending himself or admitting to everything and taking his punishment as it came. Like a tennis game, he went back and forth but it would seem he would have much time for said debate. She remained quiet, gaze still angled at the floor and he was sure he could see tiny droplets of water fall from her face. He wanted desperately to hold her in that moment, to turn back the clock and change everything that he had done. It was an odd feeling but he never expected that he would be the one to let her down. A pathetic part of him believed it would be she who would mess up, she would be the one to make the first mistake. As it turned out he was equally as human and perhaps even more of a screw up.
“Sam say something,” he beseeched, voice barely a whisper.
Something flashed briefly in her eyes, something that looked suspiciously like anger. She forced it down, with an audible gulp.
“What do you want me to say Freddie?” she croaked out, “Do you want me to yell, scream even? Do you want me to hit you?”
“Sam…” he uttered her name gently, watching as she became more agitated.
“Do you want me cry over you kissing my best friend? Kissing my best friend while trying so hard to win me over? Do you want me to hit her, scream at her? Huh Freddie?” she yelled, gesturing wildly.
“No what Freddie?” her voice broke into a scream and she stepped into his personal space, small and menacing, “What do you want me say?”
“I…I don’t know,” he stuttered, “I just want…”
“What? What could you possibly want?”
“I want…” he dragged off, his hand flying to the back of his head, raking through the hair there.
An ominous smile crept across her face and she let out what sounded like a laugh. It was a bitter sound, heavy in the silence. “Oh…you want me to say that’s ok? That I forgive you? Huh?”
Basically, if you haven’t read this, you should. And if you have read it, you should read it again. Because iGoodbye and relevancy. Yes.
I don’t understand people who don’t like new fans.
When I meet someone who is new to one of my fandoms, my first instinct is to be like “HERE HAVE EVERY BOOK, ARTICLE, AND FANFICTION EVER WRITTEN AND ALSO WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PART OF EVERY SCENE/EPISODE/SONG AND ALSO HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT EVERY SINGLE CHARACTER LETS DISCUSS THIS WHAT INSIDE JOKES CAN I EXPLAIN TO YOU LET’S BE FRIENDS.”
who needs sleep when you have novel-length fan fiction